Now it gets personal...

I haven't felt like that about someone in years. This unfortunately include a couple of RELATIONSHIPS that I've been in . . .

I'm beginning to realize what it was . . . perfection.

I couldn't have written a better script for my evening, and yet it all happened . . . She made me realize how I want someone to make me feel everday of my life. I couldn't ask for anything more.

I'm starting to think that I'm just one of the lucky ones who get to experience a perfect time and a perfect solitary moment . . . I've haven't felt that way when I kissed someone since . . . anyway . . . I'm also beginning to realize the solitary nature of the evening. Did it happen because there could be no consequence? Did we both give in because there was no reason not to? We couldn't break eachothers' hearts in the morning, we couldn't begin to grow to hate things about eahother, we couldn't begin to despise the way the other spoke or chewed food . . . we just had that one night where we could let go . . . there was no fear of wrecking a future that didn't exist. I've been to a place where few go, and now I know what I want to feel when I'm with someone . . . and it's all because of a girl 6 years my junior . . . I will forever cherish that night. As it is I can't stop thinking about it . . . regardless, I'm very lucky. I hope someone makes you feel the way she made me feel that night. It's a remarkable thing.